What now

I guess sometime's it is hard to live life in the moment. I am curious as to where life is taking me? Girls? Exams? Well I guess that's it, somewhat sadly. I am enjoying studying and the "hunt?" I guess, but the final outcome is unsure and who knows. I guess that's the mystery but it's been a while since I've done this, exam and dating or anything. I duno. I don't know... C'est la vie.

Exams and such

The practice exam is coming and then we have exam week coming up. I don't know when it will really hit me, I am trying to study a lot. I hope my technique is good now, doing the LO and trying to really understand. But I guess I won't really know until the first exam.

That is pretty much the life now, lectures, and studying, not even any time for basketball. Maybe I should try to go tonight.

The routine

The routine has started to settle in. I thought I'd write more but it just hasn't come to me. I shall keep trying.

Times are a moving

Lecture and notes and friends and relationships and studying and dissecting and basketball and poker and craziness and pictures and fun and frustration.

Simple enough.

The day before you know you're really in med school...

We dissect tomorrow. A cadaver. One of the most profound first events of medical school. I feel somewhat ill-prepared. We're just going to go right in and do it. I'm not nervous, not scared, not excited. I just am. But yet, my mind in little ways tries to comprehend the magnitude of this event. It all has really started now, the studying, the routine, the ICM, the lessons... and now the cadaver. We'll see how it goes. And then the weekend... and vegas? What a crazy time.

Bright and Early

The days start early and may go late, but the routines already starting to kick in. And while I don't know if the waking up early part, it is an enjoyable routine. I can't imagine spending my time as a medical student any other way. I get to still do what I want, I am learning (or reviewing) and get to see my friends everyday. What an experience. I don't think anything really prepares you for it, it's just so different and so cool.

A new start

So here I am in Los Angeles. I never would have thought. It's quite a fresh, new start. New people, new area, new everything. Even at times, I feel it's a new me. It's definitely a new me from the time I started college, from the time I ended college, from any other time. Then that is the essence of now. I am only where I am now, and that is ok.

Peering at the hills of LA, thinking about the amazing people that are here. I can't help but to feel so lucky and blessed. It's been an amazing start to what will be an amazing journey.